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ooooOOOoooo...back from the grave! |
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[Oct. 24th, 2005|12:03 pm] |
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batman the animated series. what up? |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|02:27 pm] |
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the fourth was a lot of fun. i found out that i and my cousin john are friends now. plus, my aunt anne loves me! ^-^ more traveling fun this weekend. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|10:46 am] |
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well fuck livejournal. i only use it for the grievous sex! |
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[Jun. 28th, 2005|04:20 am] |
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oh man |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
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well, dan + mom had a big fight. my mom was crying and dan said he'd rather blow his brains out then go on vacation with her or something. it's okayish now, but we're definatly getting out of here, hopefully sooner then later. we should get together this weekend if you're free. talk to me later. ♥ |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|08:43 pm] |
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holy crap. sam? we might not have time to fix things. i really think this will be the last summer at 30824 alger. heather took bev, thank goodness. more to come, maybe. |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|03:10 pm] |
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heather ran around with me to get my rent, return my ps2, get coffee and look at magazines. i'm totally into general grievous. i must have found six articles on him. teehee. we had tea in miss bell's room. it was go~oo~od. i feel...good. it was bad for a while there, but i'm relativly fine now. love! |
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[May. 27th, 2005|10:14 pm] |
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it actually looks like im permanently embarrassed |
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[May. 27th, 2005|10:08 pm] |
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tons o fun today. we made fun of teachers and i went fishing. i got a cute little sunburn across my nose and cheeks. |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|09:50 pm] |
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I feel better since that last post. it was therapeutic, really |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|08:40 pm] |
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i need to update. i've had some rough shit going through my head since april 11th. to all those who actually read my journal, you'd know that that was the day cory decided to "rub" me out of sam's life. you know what? it worked too. bravo. i've kept silent for over a month now, but believe me, i've been torn apart on the inside. forgive if i sound like an addict, but sam really meant something important to me. i thought i meant something to her too, but it sure doesn't look that way. a little over five years. i was there for her through everything. her dad's death, her mom's drunken episodes, her shitty relationship with sean, (which i recently found out it was assumed i was trying to break them up, which wouldn't have been a bad idea, only i'm not one to try to mold other peoples lives.), her brother's rages, the unrestrained all night house parties. and even now, going through the bullshit to let lovers alone. i was verbally attacked and falsely accused and i still kept my mouth shut. about everything. like a leaf in a stream, i eventually washed ashore where i remain high and dry.
here comes a tantrum.
1.) i never wanted to break you and sam up cory.
2.) i never wanted to fuck you.
3.) have we already forgotten all the "thank you's" you both gave me thr first night you two got together?
4.) on that big happy post you left me? you and sam wern't going out yet. and can i remind you that you cheated on wren that friday?
5.) you think you're sam's big, strong protector. always there for her. would never let anything bad happen to her. always have her best interest at heart. well, you know what? i didn't see you at her dad's funeral. either day. remind me how long you were in love with her for, but you were too chicken shit to see her at her worse emotional state? i didn't see you, big, strong, fearless cory pull shawn off of her when she was getting pummeled.
sam may love you, but you're nothing but a hypocrite. how good of a person are you when you purposely turn her against, and isolate her from all her friends? you started small, suggesting betrayal from her casual friends. but you worked you're way up. was i all that was left? one more obstacle to overthrow before you could encase her, blind her to everything but you?
bev and heather have been my shoulders to support me. i feel like i owe them everything.
i don't care who reads this now. everything has already been ripped out of me, what's a little more pain?
even now, i still don't hate you cory. you've become the light in sam's life. i'm jealous. you've made her happier then i ever could. good luck to both of you. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|05:33 am] |
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sweet. i just happened to be awake in bed for the season's first thunderstorm. it looks like thundershowers all day long. i love it. reminds me of old times... |
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[Apr. 14th, 2005|07:46 pm] |
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well, things look like they might get better. but keep in mind i'm being terrible optimistic here. time to check naruto. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|11:30 pm] |
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i wonder why i post at all. no one ever replys. so sad. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
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sam, please remember to bring the multi-color bracelet to school friday. b.t.w. you wanna hang out this weekend? ostera is sunday. plus it will be the last weekend before your big trip. ttyl |
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